males hh

im too lazy to manage this blog,
so i changed the url and it makes you cant see my blog (masih bisa sih hehe)
if i have a new blog, maybe i will tell you
or maybe i will not to publish that blog
so no people get dissapointed with what i said hehe
im sorry if i have a mistakes and youve felt dissapointed .

mmm im vacum for a moment, i will get instropection for myself and i will be the new Avi on my new blog,
wish me luck ya thank yoooou all ;D

true!

What are your feelings if your best friends leave you with no reason?
If you ask me, ill answer:sad, angry, confused, dissapointed,hhh full of tears

Last month,
We play together
We laugh together
We cry together
Always together wherever we go
No tears
No fight
But now,
We dont talk each other like we never knew each other before
Its like...abrakadabra puff! They leave me here

I know im nothing for them
But they're my everything
I know they dont care anything about me
But i care to them so much
I know they dont mind if im not beside them
But im feeling sad if theyre not beside me
I know they dont love me anymore
But i still love them sooo muchh

I still believe theyre my best friends,
Even though theyre not believe me to be their best anymore
I still love them,
Even if their not

I will effort to make them believe me
I will change my bad manner into a good manner

'your friends arent only them vi'
mmm yes its true, but theyre my bestbest friends
Its so hard to find a bestfriends like them
'they dont mad at you anymore, but they just can consider you as a friend'
hhhh i just can cry when i remember that hurting .words
'be patient avi, keep smile'
I'll try
but,
Im too weak to face the problem

I cry not to get the attention,
It because im not enough strong to face it

Please tell me the reason girls,
Let me change it

I know its too plentiful but thats what im feeling

thanks for all who give me support, advice, and a good listener for me,
Svet, Mela,
Dio, ka Ifa, Bella, Nesa, Dira, Tantrie, Acha, Cantya, Deta, Sekar, Fira, Kania, hm should i write them one by one?
Thank you so much,
i love you